as of late
wondering if I really have what it takes to do some things that will require so much of me, doubting my potential big time, and then, confusingly, getting back the highest score of an intelligence exam against 150 other people, just like my brother did when he took the exam years ago. what IS potential anyway?
trying to figure out what in the hell i am doing wrong with my winter garden. i was excited when my seeds sprouted, but am confused as to why they are stuck in this eternal state of sprout-hood
killing off bottles of two-buck chuck with simona under the avocado tree, simultaneously basking in and feeling oppressed by the limitlessness of youth
having a vague feeling that there is something wrong with my brain this morning and then remembering that damn two-buck chuck from last night
time-blocking my entire life with pomodoros
planning a trip to the airport to pick up my graduate brewmaster weatherboy after his final week of school in vermont